I Am My Sis

Well I couldn't get just one kitten..she needed someone to play with right? So this is Mimzy...Maddie wasn't to sure at first since she was queen kitty at first, but they are getting along just fine, Mimzy can hold her own.

Please Can I Play With Her

Time To Tell

I bet alot of you are wondering what the hell is going on with trial...well we are not going. I know WHAT...Things caught me by surprise and it wasn't going to be pretty. My sides were falling down...make sense?
Even the witnesses on my behalf were scared....I am talking the expert witness. Want to know what was against me? Yep the GAY mother thing....and the fact that I was in "TIME OUT" for 2yrs. Yeah it was all going against me.
Plus the other side had this pity song going on that he gave me time, um let em explain that...he says that he brought Cody to me in good faith since I hadn't had him for so long, but he wanted him back at a later time. Yeah as if that happened. Anyway, the judge was eating that up.
So all the odds against me and the pity song, shit I was scared.
Rule 11 Agreement: Cody is with me only till January 15 where I withdraw him from school and drive him up to Kansas...
Cody does the 2nd half of 3rd grade then 4th grade with dad
Then he is back with me for 5th grade and then prior to 6th grade starting Cody gets to choose where he lives.
Yeah I feel Jr.high is to important to be moved around year to year.
I can't stand the fact that he is spliting this year...I had no choice.
I almost lost Christmas this year but I fought for that being that he leaves a month later...
And if you think about it, I have Cody prior to him choosing, and that helps if you catch my dift...
Is Cody happy....hell no. He doesn't want to go at all and I don't want him to go, but I can't win them all I guess.
Why can't they see where the child is happy and leave them there. Well we have to obey the law and keep our heads held high...
I wish I could comfort my child while he is there..I can't. I can call him daily and see him as much as I can...
I have 3 months to prepare him, if you know Cody you will know that wont be easy.
So, my life will contiue till then and after that day I let him go...I will be on my way. I can't stay here where every time see his friends I cry. Or if I go to the store and see his teachers...Plus I have to get Montana ready for him when he comes home to Mommy

Thanks for all the hugs and prayers and thoughts...I dearly thank you.

Meme....

Start with your name:
Amy

If your ex REALLY needed you at 3 am, would you go to his/her house?
Only if Cody is involved...

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Daily...Cody's dad

What are the last three things you spent money on?
Halloween decos, Lysol, and a candle

What was the last thing you cried about?
Losing Cody for a year and 1/2

Could you go a day without eating?
HELL NO

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J?
Yes

Do you smoke weed regularly?
Gross, no

Drugs are bad?
Eh maybe

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes

When was the last time you were disappointed?
Now, in the legal system

Has a girl ever seriously punched you?
Yes

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
This Pepsi right next to me

Have you kissed two different people in one night?
Hell Yes

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Not really

In the past week have you felt stupid?
Nope I am confident of myself

What's the age difference between you and the last person you kissed?
8yrs

Have you ever been outside completely naked?
Oh yes

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Alot of women would want to know how we did it

Who did you text the most yesterday?
Maria

What were you doing at 10pm Friday night?
Watching Will&Grace

What are your plans for today?
Go to the store then cook dinner...oh and go put deposit down on Cody's b-day party

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I wish

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Had to get a cyst removed...hey you asked

What is the last thing you yelled aloud?
Stop throwing rocks and get to the bus stop"

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
Dundee

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?
A few :)

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
No...

What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
Play with my fingers

Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
Computer....but I could live without both

Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say to their face?
No.

One word that explains perfectly how you feel at the moment?
Scared

What did the last text message you received say?
Win a Wii with just texting 654 to this #...5 lucky winners etc.

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
No

How hard is your life right now?
God it seems really hard, not fair and the world is against me....

Have you ever taken anyone for granted?
Yes. And I learned my lesson

Ok this weekend I will fill yall in on what happened with court...

Inner Space Cavern

Our trip to Inner Space...it's neat. You walk a mile plus underground in the caves. You even get to see a bat or two.

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This is Maddie, our new kitten. Yeah she is precious...

Our Week

Last week was fun...we started out with Tuesday where Sue and I had to appear for depositions with the other party. I was never told what time to be there, but Sue was suopenaed to be there @10:30 so we planned on that. Well they called looking for me at 9:30 so that started it out great.
I was questioned for an hour about all kinds of things...
My criminal history, my drug use, and where Sue and I sleep. They made a big issue about that. What does Cody call Sue, and such.
Sue came in next... hers didn't last as long. She put his lawyer in his place, it was funny...He was done in 10 mins.
So off we went. Trial will be intersting
So then we had appointments all day Thursday, Cody was ok with that but he would have rather been in school.
Sue came home with a toothache Thursday, it was ugly.
And today I get kids here doing "Space Age Crystal Incubation"...
I love it.
Tomorrow we are going to Inner Space Caverns, its what it sounds like...all under ground. It will be neat. Good photo ops...
Only 3 more weeks till trial, eh I can think of better things to do till then rather than thinking about it...Enjoy the weekend