Sunday, December 28, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
This Bites
Well Cody left this morning...
It was a sad event, he tried not to cry but his little face was all quivery and his eyes were so red. I buckled him in his seat and kissed him up until he closed the door. He wanted so bad to tell his dad that he just didn't want to go and that he was very angry...but he held it in and hung tough.
I am not doing as good as he did...I couldn't hold it in..but Mommy was here to hold me. LOL
I know that he will be fine, I know that dad will take care of him. But I know that he doesn't want to be there and that is what is hard for me to handle.
See when I got Cody he had no life, by that I mean he never got to experience life like a kid should, so he got a life here...and to him this is what he knows. So he is scared.
Another thing that is eating at me, is how I am alone dealing with this. Not that I have family and friends to talk to, cause I do. But my heart is empty...
Maybe this is my time to start my life the right way...don't get me wrong I have a good life but maybe I need to make some changes.
Guess I will work on that...
Update...he just called. He is trying so hard to deal with this...its only the first day.
It was a sad event, he tried not to cry but his little face was all quivery and his eyes were so red. I buckled him in his seat and kissed him up until he closed the door. He wanted so bad to tell his dad that he just didn't want to go and that he was very angry...but he held it in and hung tough.
I am not doing as good as he did...I couldn't hold it in..but Mommy was here to hold me. LOL
I know that he will be fine, I know that dad will take care of him. But I know that he doesn't want to be there and that is what is hard for me to handle.
See when I got Cody he had no life, by that I mean he never got to experience life like a kid should, so he got a life here...and to him this is what he knows. So he is scared.
Another thing that is eating at me, is how I am alone dealing with this. Not that I have family and friends to talk to, cause I do. But my heart is empty...
Maybe this is my time to start my life the right way...don't get me wrong I have a good life but maybe I need to make some changes.
Guess I will work on that...
Update...he just called. He is trying so hard to deal with this...its only the first day.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas
Well it's Christmas...we have opened all the gifts, everyone got what they asked for. Cody got a shit load of stuff
His fav is the Sling Shot...poor birds!
Right after he opened everything I packed it away to go to dad's...sucks.
Sue made dinner and we are all stuffed. Still have to have pie, yum!
The rest of the day will be resting and playing...
Hope all had a great day, and may your New Year be wonderful!
More to come tomorrow...
His fav is the Sling Shot...poor birds!
Right after he opened everything I packed it away to go to dad's...sucks.
Sue made dinner and we are all stuffed. Still have to have pie, yum!
The rest of the day will be resting and playing...
Hope all had a great day, and may your New Year be wonderful!
More to come tomorrow...
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Our Adventures
The Gang
The Cody's
Soccer Guy
We have been doing alot of things....Cody finished soccer, they came in 3rd. He got his Bear in Cub Scouts. We had a camping trip and are going again this weekend.
Cody has been spending alot of time with his buddy Cody, yeah 2 of them and thier b-days are 2 days apart. We had thier parties together. And been doing alot of hangign out....